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still alive just incase any of you were wondering....

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thoughts [08/22/05   at   8:04pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

i love you so much. i had a great time the weekend. I thought about you last night. not really one thing, just a little bit of everthing. from the first time we met at school, on the bench...talking about mest. and out first kiss at the park on the day of the harvest fest and how we still talk about it. how i had the biggest cruch one you for the longest time. about our stupid fight and all the things that we have over comed together. our long talks in the missle of the night. All in all just the little things that make me love our relationship that much more. two years!!!


-Kevin <3

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[06/05/05   at   8:58pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

It has been like 4 hours and i miss her so much. Manda went to camp for a week...it sucks so bad. kinda makes me think about things from the past. This is the same camp mind you she went to last year and then got home and gave me the dis for another dude, but i worrie not. i rode with her to drop her off. me her, her cosin sean, and her butt fuck father. it was like 2 and a half hours one way. i drove back because her dad was "tired" no big deal. she will be back before i know it. but it is going to be weird with out her i will say that. i am kinda looking at it in a good way though. I will be leaving for school soon and this will give us a taste of what that will be like ohh well... what can one do?

W/ Love

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[05/10/05   at   10:12pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

Well well...we meet again... Alot has happened since my last post...Which was like forever ago. I really wish that I could post more often. I dyed my hair the other day, nothing special. Jet black for those of you that care to know. Prom was this past weekend. I had a lot of fun. Manda looked so good in her dress. Her hair and makeup were to die for. She is so beautiful. I wish that I could put in to words what I feel for her. We had a lot of fun that night. We danced so much. Most of the night we hung out with Matt and Amber. Out pictures were at 3:18, GAY! Grand March was at 5:00 and after that the four of us went to eat Mexican in Hop-Town, where Manda dropped a tomato on her dress…Silly girl… after that we went to Starbucks, Which totally kicked ass. I let her order for me. She got us both a caramel machi something or a rather. It was good none the less we soon after arrived at the convention center and danced the night away. I think that we both had a really good time. We left about 11:00 and we to Toxic Hell. And the four of us at on the tailgates of out trucks. I cannot begin to describe just how amazing she looked. When I first got a look at her I was dumbfounded, I was at a loss for words! She looked so perfect. But then again she always dose, I love her so much. Even after everything we have been through. She dose something to me that no other person had ever been able to do. I am not sure what it is just yet, I don’t know if I will ever know. But what I do know is that I don’t was her to stop! I have not been this happy in a very long time! That is all for me…until then…G’Day

W/ Love



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[04/28/05   at   6:37pm]
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:

13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:

18. how would you describe me to someone:

20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?

40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

i know it is long but i would really like everyone to fill this out...(plz use a cut)

w/ love
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a days work [03/30/05   at   9:27pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

Today was sort of a let down for me. I intended of getting up at 5 this morning to go to work for my girlfriend’s dad…well, I slept in… which sucked because I need the money. Dad made me mow today which was not as bad as I thought that it would be. The weather today was exquisite it was about 75 all day with a nice breeze blowing. I worked on my truck a little this after noon as well. I am hoping to take Amanda out tomorrow night. I am so looking forward to seeing her. It is going on a week since I last saw her…and I miss her dearly. We have talk a little bit but nothing compares to seeing her memorizing smile and her deep blue eyes. I need to stop I am rambling. She needs to get shoes for prom and I need some new jeans…so that is the plan. It should be fun. It usually is when I am with her. I was going to invite Matt and Amber or John William and Hannah. I was leaning more toward Matt and Amber though. But seeing as to how Amanda and I have not been together at all this week I decided to make it a solo affaire. Amanda is at her dad’s house for the rest of the week. Which sucks ass in many ways but we get to talk late and it is on 7 miles from the house so… last night was action packed if I do say so my self. The kid that I mentioned in my last entry came strolling through town on his bike last night. So doing what any other angry boyfriend would do I chased him… And the dumb ass fell off his bike and too my surprise when he arose he pulled a god dam knife on me…the little basterd. But the funny part comes next. Because after he pulled this handheld butcher knife on me he runs into the store in town and calls the fucking cops. What kind of jackass calls the cops after threatening someone? I got out of being in any real trouble. The cops told me to go home but I stayed in town (the big rebel I am), ha-ha. I think later on I am going to try and redo my layout…it has been so long that I don’t know if I still have all my HTML skills but I am going to try…that is all for now… G’night



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[03/30/05   at   12:57am]
[ mood | tired ]

--------------HAVE YOU EVER---------------------------

Pierced a body part yourself? no
Put a body part on fire for amusement? nope
Been hurt emotionally? Yes
Kept a secret from everyone? he who has not may cast the first stone

Had an imaginary friend? i think that everyone did when they were small
Wanted to hook up with a friend? HAH MANDA
Had a crush on a teacher? never gone that far
Ever thought an animated character was hot? dont think so...
Had a New Kids on the Block tape? no
Been on stage? durring a show i jumped on stage and sung the choris
Cut your own hair? ha..not me...i like my hair long as i can get it...
Shampoo? whatever dad buys
Hair Color? black
Eye Color? kind of a blue with green and brown...everyone seem to like them
Summer/Winter? summer fo sho
Cartoon character? hard to say...anything marvel
Fave Food? chink-a-neize (haha matts word)
Fave movie(s)? to kill a mockingbird,american history X there are so many
Fave Ice Cream? gota love the rocky road
Fave 'normal' drink? I am a straight Mt Dew person atleats 40oz a day
Fave Person to talk to on-line? Manda without a doubt
------------------RIGHT NOW------------------
Wearing? jeans and my atreyu shirt
Hair is? all over the place
I'm feeling? tired
Drinking? Mt Dew
Thinking about? My one and only
And listening to? Hawthorn Heights-Nikki fm
Talking to? no one at the moment
------------------IN THE LAST 24 HOURS------------------
Cried? Wanted too...I missed Manda
Worn a skirt? I am trying to quit...
Met someone new? weird pple in Kansas
Cleaned your room? HAHA Not a chance in hell
Driven a Car or Truck? yea
------------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------
Yourself? rarely
Tooth Fairy? Gave that up when i caught my mom stuffing money under my pillow
Destiny/Fate? yes, i have one...She knows who she is...
Angels? Very much so
Ghosts? i have see some weird shit...
UFO's? not really...infact...NO!!!
------------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
Do you have a crush on someone? I dont see girls that way anymore
Who have you known the longest of your friends? Jim Bradly i think...Boy Scouts 4th grade...
Who's the loudest? i think that i take that one...
Who do you go to for advice? Manda, her mom, or my dad
who do you go to too cry? I tend to seek Mandas company...
What's the best feeling in the world? kissing her...best thing next to heaven...I ♥ you baby!!
Who will respond to this the fastest? Amanda most likly
Who did you send this to who wont respond? i never sent it
Who sent this to you? I took it from manda LJ
Do you want all your friends to do this? I dont really care who takes it...


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[03/27/05   at   12:05pm]
I really want to go home...I liked it here for the first few days but not it is just getting borring. i miss the security of my own house and the company of my one and only.I miss long conversations with amber and amanda and it has only been a few days...what is it going to be like when i go off the school? i dont even want to think about it...! it is Easter Sunday...We planed to go to church this morning with my uncle Bill, we would have had to drive like 2 hours to go so we decided not to. I am going to kill Jake Franks...not that expect many of you to know him...but he is going to die. And if i may ask...if any of you fine people have any skills in any face melting computer viruses i would like you to send them to this E-mail : jfsk8erpunk@hotmail.com

thank you


I <3 Manda
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I <3 MY BABY DOLL [03/25/05   at   5:43pm]
God how long had it been since my last entry….DONT ANSWER THAT!!! But my reasoning for that is extreme lack of posts is my net connection. 26K…yea…but I am in Kansas right now an kinda bored so I figured what the heck…I MISS MANDA. To recap a little things between me and her are…how to say it… FUCKING GREAT!! I could not ask for more out of life than to be with her…for those of you that know me well you know how things were. And how much I still loved her…but if one could multiply that love by say…abagodrows (sp) number (manda will get a kick outa that one) that would be about right (6.02 X 10 to the 23 for those of you that don’t know) we have spent every waking minute of the last 9 months together. I am currently working for her step dad. Things are just so good right now and all I can see them doing is getting better. We are on spring break right now, which means school is almost over… I cant wait for it to get here. I am with the family right now so I need to be getting off her… talk to you all later hopefully. G’ Day


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[10/15/04   at   7:09am]
for those of you that still care I AM STILL ALIVE!!!!

I am on AIM now if any of you want to add me...Girlsnotgrey99

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back in the saddle again!! [08/27/04   at   9:07am]
[ mood | excited ]

It has been a long as balls time since i last posted... *QUICK UPDATE* we moved into the middle of fucking no-where so i have no more cabel internet... and the only internet i do have has a 26K connection speed...so it is not even worth using! i am sitting in my fAG i me AG class right now and to say the least it licks balls.... melanie comes back today...i am so stoked!! Amber and I are somewhat mending our friendship...but the sub is yelling at me so i have to jet!!


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[05/25/04   at   11:22pm]
[ mood | loved ]

WOW….It had been a really long time since I have posted. And I really want to but I am mega tired. I just got off work and not to mention I only got a few hours sleep last night due to a late night skate session at Tyler’s new house…so here is a quick run down of what has happened in my life since my ;ast post.

1. I passed 11 grade and I can cheer next year!!
2. I got my hair cut again.
3. Amanda and I are back together!!!! *BIG SMILE*
4. Jamison is back from the OC for a few days to visit the family and friends before he goes back to the studio to recore the new album!
5. camp is a few weeks away.
6. started packing for the move to the new house

I will got into more detail with I have a little more stamina and tolerance for the computer…

I ♥ Amanda


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